It’s been three years since I started writing this diary, more than 1000 times.
In my illiterate life, it was a epoch-making thing.
The trigger was when I was in recuperation due to poor physical condition.
I was flying around the country for work, but at the Ginza office, all the meetings were online.
The workshops that gathered in large numbers in Ginza, as well as the initiation ceremony, were all held online, and I was only able to go back and forth between my home and Ginza.
On weekends, the life of visiting movie theaters or museums became a withdrawn life of reading and TV at home.
Unable to endure her lonely, depressing life, she started sending emails to the staff late at night, or rather early in the morning.
What will happen to Japan’s medical welfare in the future?
Accordingly, how should Koyama G be managed?
What should individual executives be aware of?
What are the drawbacks of the current Koyama G?
Strengths.
the future.
This diary is the result of my honest thoughts on my own questions and anxieties.
In a meeting in front of everyone in the daytime, I would not have been able to speak my mind.
Could it be called the cry of a lonely soul at dawn?
During the day, the engine is at full throttle, and even I, who is powerful, feel lonely at midnight.
When you sink into the depths of your heart, it naturally brings back memories of your deceased parents and childhood memories.
It may be because he has returned to his parents’ house and is surrounded by the belongings of his parents.
It’s the same as a childhood family photo.
Koyama’s job is medical welfare.
Humanity rather than technical knowledge.
His father’s kindness, compassion.
Mother’s care and severity.
In the end, it all boils down to family love.
Maybe because I was spoiled by my parents when I was growing up, I feel lonely at this age.
To memories, tormented by nostalgia and life regrets.
The encouragement to live is the growth of young people in Koyama and the smiles of kindergarten children.
My old age has not dried up.
The future of young people looks bright.
I think that’s what I live for every day.
Loves Koyama’s friends like family.
I’m chewing on that selfish, unrequited love.
This diary is both a daily management guideline and a mental self-analysis.
It is also a reprimand and encouragement to myself, and it is also a reflection.
I feel like I am writing a suicide note every day.
At the desk in my bedroom waiting for the sunrise, I head to my computer.
Today, I am grateful that I woke up alive and well.
There were days when I didn’t wake up because I wasn’t feeling well.
I cherish this day today, when I was able to wake up.
Thank you, don’t waste it.
Fight as hard as you can without worrying about what to do next.
In my life, I have no hesitation or regret.
From now on.
Also today.
Pulse oximeter 98/98/98
Body temperature 36.6 Blood sugar 166
Courage with nothing to throw away
CEO Yasunari Koyama