Ginza Koyama daily journal 2023.1.21 Secret Allergy

Ginza Koyama daily journal 2023.1.21 Secret Allergy

Ever since I was a child, I was fair-skinned and vulnerable to sunburn.
Ever since I was in elementary school, I didn’t want to go out to the schoolyard, so I always hid in the library and read books.
The dark, lonely room surrounded by books was the magic school’s secret room.
Exactly, every book was an unknown magic textbook that I didn’t know yet.
Old, thick yearbooks and dictionaries are magical oral messages, bibles.
Lined up on the wall, the back cover is Fairy Forest.
Burning sunshine is the devil’s messenger, and even now I’m not good at it.
The whole body becomes red and itchy.
I like to think of myself as a messenger from the moon or a descendant of fairies.
Some foods make you itch.
Shrimp, crab, scallop, squid, octopus.
Typical food allergy.
Even when my mother put it in the broth of the soup, she felt it with her tongue.
I was not good at high-class Shanghai cuisine with a lot of shrimp crab.
I thought that when I grew up, I would go to the hospital and get treatment for allergy desensitization, but my father answered.
Even if you can eat crabs, no one in your family will be happy.
In other words, it is better to stay as it is because other family members will have less share.
Was he a pitiful father in this regard, or was he considerate of other family members?
At weddings, I always gave the shrimp plate to the person next to me.
It is said that Emperor Showa did not eat puffer fish.
Even the emperor said that it would be fine if there was one ingredient that he didn’t eat, but I wonder if it’s true.
So when I was a kid, I always ordered average sushi.
This is to avoid shrimp and scallops.
However, the sushi restaurant’s seaweed rolls show the skill of the sushi restaurant.
It was also found that Kohada shows the skill of sushi-like preparation.
It’s not the heel of Achilles, but it’s not bad to have one flaw.
But don’t worry about my hidden flaws anymore.
Now I love them all and they are delicious.
No medicine, no cure.
It’s just that I’m getting older and my nerves are getting duller.

Somehow, I’m sorry.
Instead, when I drank alcohol, I quickly became sleepy and fell into a coma on the spot.
When I was young I could drink it like water.
As you get older, your sensitivity slows down.
humans change.
I came to accept the absurdity of the world as the work of an ignorant god.
I may have just given up.
And dying isn’t as scary as it used to be.
Because living itself feels painful every day.
It may be the providence of living things, the protection of God, the salvation of God.
The reason I think of death as being watched over is because I have come to realize that I am being kept alive by others.
Today, I’m going to see a double header of Takarazuka and Kabuki.
Participating in the staff’s theater viewing party.
In the old days, even one person would have gone to see a show on weekends.
Now that I’m with the staff, I think I’ll go to the theater.
Thanks to you, I can actually go.
Otherwise, I would have watched it on TV.
Thanks to the staff, I can go to the theater and be moved with everyone.
Thanks to the staff, I really think that I am alive.
Thank you for today, everyone. Thank you for your help.

Pulse oximeter 98/98/98
Body temperature 36.1 Blood sugar 140

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