Yesterday was my father’s birthday.
August 20th.
The number plate of the white Lexus I bought for my father is 0820.
My father glanced at me and grinned.
It was a present for my father.
I am now in the back seat of that car.
Yesterday, a lawyer gave me flowers, and an executive staff member stopped by my house to talk about memories.
It was fun.
But now the tears wouldn’t stop.
My mother always said:
When a man gets married, has children, builds a home, then they will become a full-fledged man.
Yasunori has not yet become a full-fledged man. Just a person that plays around.
Let me cry today
There are too many painful things.
This world is full of absurdity.
That’s why I founded Koyama Group.
Still, there are times when I am attacked by feelings of isolation and loneliness.
Today is the one day that I think that I will be reborn and have another life.
It is painful to think that I was an unfilial son.
When I see kindergarten children, I envy their mothers.
I don’t think there’s a better home than having grandchildren come over for the weekend.
Jealous. That’s just my thought.
Today’s new PCR positive staff: 6
Thank you for your hard work. I am very grateful to you.
This morning’s pulse oximeter 97/97/97
Blood sugar 128 Body temperature 36.3 degrees
Father, Mother..
Yasunari Koyama